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ilex_aquifolium) wrote2009-10-28 02:16 pm
ilex_aquifolium) wrote2009-10-28 02:16 pm
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Welcome to 5 years and £20,000 ago (57 days to go)
I think I have reached a new level of depression with the whole unemployment thing.
I just gave in an application for a Christmas job at a card shop in town.
I got home and cried.
One thing I don't want is a job in my home town. I want to leave, live and work in Sheffield. The idea of tying myself to this town with a job is physically painful.
I'm just hoping I never hear back from them. I've done exactly what I promised myself I'd never do and feels worse than I ever believed it could.
I just gave in an application for a Christmas job at a card shop in town.
I got home and cried.
One thing I don't want is a job in my home town. I want to leave, live and work in Sheffield. The idea of tying myself to this town with a job is physically painful.
I'm just hoping I never hear back from them. I've done exactly what I promised myself I'd never do and feels worse than I ever believed it could.